Locked.

So I got the nerve to call Jessica today and we end up talking for over an hour. It was nice. We basically talked about school and work, but we also remenisced about Western. I learned a little more about her. She told me why she's going into what she is and stuff like that. She has a good sense of humor. But I still am not quite sure whether or not she knows I have a girlfriend. Maybe she just wants to be friends. There is nothing wrong with that. I know the girlfriend conversation will come up sooner or later.

So I also got an e-mail from Colleen today while she was at work. She said that she hoped I was thinking about what we talked about yesterday. That's all I've been thinking about. She said that she thinks that she is very grateful for having me, and if I can't show her as much love as she shows me, maybe we are not right for her. I am not looking forward to the talk because I don't think it's going to be good. Is it ever?

peace out

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: Taproot - Poem

Alright, so I'm going to call Jessica in a little while. Why you ask? I have no idea. I don't even know what to say. There is no method to my madness. I just want to talk to her. The conversation will probably have no point to it. It's not like I'm calling to ask her on a date. I just hope that she is fine with just talking, and that's it. I'll give the lowdown later.

peace out

Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: Dave Matthews Band - Grey Street